(I still have my tests going on so I won’t be starting the new in-game day yet. I just felt like dropping in a flashback post for the hell of it. See you guys soon.)
It all happened that night…
20th of May, Wednesday… 2012…
Everything began for me that time…
I knew nothing…
What was currently going on with this world… Where I was… Who I am…
The only thing I had when I stepped off the steel table was these little emotions: hatred, pain, violence, sadness, loneliness…
Hints of agitation for which I never found the cause for… No stimulus that had put me in such a state…
At first, I thought I was insane to begin with… My reason for being there…
Like a child sliding out from a woman’s womb, I had a painful beginning. My first pulses that came from my heart felt as though I was being pricked by millions of needles on every corner and space of my bare body. And like a child, I screamed in agony as my senses began to calibrate into this world. My ears were deaf at first and how I wished they continued as they were – My scream and its echoes were the first audio that greeted my young ears. My mind was as if it was going to melt just by my primal bellow. I could not take the pain, I forced myself up the surface I was on and my eyes open, which I thought were literally melting for all I see was nothing but red and the sensation of liquid forming on my eyes.
The pricking had stopped, my scream lowered its intensity slowly, leant back down, keeping my head positioned towards the ceiling above me – Gasping for air as if I was dunked underneath water for the entirety of my slumber here. My eye-sight began to give way, I was first blinded by a dark red hue but as its presence dissolves away, I was greeted by a cold and depressing sight of motionless concrete which made up the ceiling. I fixed my eyes thoughtfully at it; analyzing every crack it presented me with - The occasional creature crawling out from a crack. I shut my eyes; realizing immediately I could not continue looking intently on the near-lifeless material. I rammed my eyelids down. My eyes stung for its prolonged exposure to the atmosphere. I felt a thick texture dripping down from the corner of my eye. I felt for my face and dipped my finger into the liquid. With slit openings, I examined my drenched finger; covered entirely with a dark red hue of a liquid.
Blood…
It was sudden; my body ached for its taste. I did not know what it was when I set my eyes on it but for some reason, I knew. Following that, those same emotions felt erratic, stimulated perhaps – It all felt connected somehow; are they present for a reason and blood being a clue? I closed shut my eyes again, bringing my arm across my face; wiping off the blood tearing down. I sat up again; without any support from my arms. I looked down at my body – I was naked and my skin was pale. I brought my hands up to my face to see them layered with blood. I clenched my fists repeatedly, feeling the pressure I brought upon them – Which means my senses were straight. I studied my body, it was well-toned and built. I scooted myself towards the edge of the table I was on. I craned my neck to take in my surroundings.
I was in a gloomy, dusty, dark room. My mind began racing with thoughts of common sense and knowledge – Following my first sight of blood. It appeared to be that I was in a surgeon’s operation room – Go figure, I was on the surgeon’s table. I looked down to my side to find that I had my back on the straps that were supposed to restrain the patient brought on this table. Heh, I suppose the surgeon did not do a good job in holding me down – Or have any good hygiene, the room was a mess; blood stains, moss-covered tables and shelves, broken glass cabinets and the like. No surgeon tools, no one in sight.
My first words were gibberish and too low to here at first but I finally came through. I called out if there was anyone around. The eerie sound of the moving wind within these dark halls was my only response. Funny, I could see very clearly even though my senses told me it was dark, really dark. I could see no light, not even the cracks around the place emitted a single ray. Was I deep within this place? That would be answered later. I slid off the table and finally felt the ground beneath my feet. Pitiful, I fell on my knees and grunted. Like a child, I needed to learn how to walk but from what I have seen from my body – I am not even close to being a child. I got up fairly quickly but dropped down again. I had to hold on to the steel, cushioned table and walked around it as I guided myself on its border; my legs shaking.
Like my voice, my eyes, my senses, my mind, my legs finally came through. I stood upright and craned my head around to find the first point of interest that, for some reason, caught my attention – A sink. In a run-down place like this, my common sense told me the water would not be working but my legs continued towards it. I gently turned the tap and to my surprise, water flowed down the rim without interruption. I allowed the descending, spinning stream of water fall on my blood-stained hands – Rinsing it off. I slapped the water on to my face, knowing that I had blood-stains there as well. I carefully wiped my face with still wet hands then I suddenly noticed.
On the left side of my face, I felt a small cleft on my cheek. I trailed it with a finger, parallel to my nose to my eye. The surface of the gap felt rough and hard. I felt another cleft above my eye, half the length below it. I did not know what it was but fortunately, there was a mirror nearby. I walked towards and stared at my full-body reflection. I need not stress that I was naked. I had bangs hanging over my face. I shrugged them aside and wedged them on my ear. I walked closer and stared at my face. The cleft I was referring to was a scar – A deep, dried, long scar. As it appears, it dried a long time ago. I looked to be the age between twenty-five and thirty-seven. My hair was jet-black and my eyes… My irises were red. For some reason, it was a surprise to me, as if I had never seen these sorts of eyes before. This had given me the conclusion that I had a life before but for some reason… I could not remember anything about my past.
For some reason, as if by instinct, I was duty-bound to check my teeth if by any chance they were dirty. I screamed in surprise as I opened my mouth; falling back on the ground after losing balance – I had… Fangs, sharp fangs. I stood up, dusted myself and stood before the mirror. I observed my fangs once again, my heart pounding in shock and awe. I sighed and kept a hand on the mirror; drooping my head down. I briefly glance up. I gasped. I pulled my hand back to find a cold-mist formed around where I placed it – Leaving a hand-print. It slowly faded away. I paid more attention to the mirror’s surface rather than my reflection. I looked back down on my hand then reached out towards the mirror to see if it would happen again.
And it did… With expressionless eyes, I glared at the fading mist on the glass surface of the mirror. My thoughts raced exhaustively trying to piece everything back; making an attempt to make sense of it all. Red irises… Razor-sharp fangs… Well-built body… Pale skin… No body-heat... Was I some sort of monster? What am I? Who am I? I take the form of a human; bipedal on my feet. My thoughts raced with well-worded lines of English – A language I appear to speak well. I had no body hair. No traces on my bare arms or legs. Only my head bear hair. I could be human. I could be not - As my features are much more than human, from what I understand. I lifted my bangs off my ear and watched them as they slid over my face, covering a portion of my frowning face. I sighed again, towards myself. I made up my mind to try and piece everything later. There was a patient robe hanged on the wall beside the mirror. I suppose I should get myself clothed. Then again, I do not feel cold at all or hot. It feels as if I had a normal body temperature when it is apparent that I do not. Was I human, how did I know all this?
Tightly, I knotted the straps of the robe making sure it would not fall off. I looked at myself on the mirror again - The robe revealing the outlines of my body. I noticed that the breast-pocket on my left was marked with a bold-font ‘E’. Then it suddenly hit me – I analyze things unnecessarily. I shrugged off the fact of the design of the pocket and walked towards the broken down door the led the way out of this gloomy place. On a tiled-counter, I found a branded pocket-knife. Why was that lying around here? I kept it safely in my pocket – It may come in handy. I looked around the room again and contemplated – This is where I was ‘born’, this is where it began. From here, I do not know what would become of me or my future. I had no goals or motivation to continue with my life which felt new and fresh but had signs of experience and age. All I know that this place will be nothing but a memory for I will never come back here.
Heh. I turned my back on the room and walked towards my freedom, towards a new beginning of this body, towards this present day…
Yes, towards this present day – 13th Of December… 2024…
It all happened that night...
Everything, including my status right now, my being, began for me that time...